I just want to be by myself
I can’t rely on anyone else
I’m trapped here in my fucking mind
I’m sick of everyone in my life.
I just can’t hide it anymore
Believe me when I say that this is something I would die for.
I said I’d never be lost and broken
But I had already rotted away.
I fed the wound that cut me open
It cut me open!
I’m the definition of suffering
Just another piece of shit
Pathetic and unloved
If I died I’d just fade away.
No one knew how I really felt
I never knew what to say
From the start I was alone
With no where to really call my home.
I was turned down every time
By every siren that sung my song!
Disappointment is just my friend
We live together till the very end.
Maybe it’s time to face the facts
I’m alone with bonds that could never last!
The friends I once had would stab me in the back
Now can you see why my depression lasts?
So filled with fucking hate
Taste the end of my gun and feel it’s embrace!
credits
from Living Death,
track released May 6, 2016
Music and lyrics written by Miscreant
Co-written, engineered and produced by George Christie
Mixed and mastered by Gabor Toth
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