My nightmares have come for me
Stuck in the dark is where I’m meant to be.
My anxiety is building up inside
All these demons have got into my mind!
Haunted by my past
Hell is in my head
Self-hatred drove me there.
I’ve battled with addiction
Even when my world was shaken
I rattled a solution.
Hell is in my head, I am a dead man drifting.
And I prevailed through the fight
I live with stubborn might
Enlightened by my speech
Deception of the weak.
Always a burden
The past is a grievous beast
I feel the dead around me.
My freedom comes at a cost
I bargained with my demons
Forlorn in desolation.
Hell is in my head, I am a dead man drifting.
Why do these dark visions haunt me?
Stay the fuck away!
credits
from Living Death,
track released May 6, 2016
Music and lyrics written by Miscreant
Co-written, engineered and produced by George Christie
Mixed and mastered by Gabor Toth
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